So I got my diploma today. That’s exciting. Yup.

What do I do now? Does anyone have a solution for me? Or a job? I’d definitely would take a job. I have a degree in English and minor in history. I know a lot of things and can somewhat sound intelligent about some things.

I’m kind of looking for a job. I got my diploma today and I was like “I just want to play piano.” My dad looked happy when I showed him but I’m sure it was “get a job hippie” going through his head.

I want a job, I really do, but, it scares me. I don’t know if I can handle being an adult just yet.

They don’t teach you how to be an adult in the real world in college. What qualifies me to be an adult? That I’m 22 and have a degree? That I can legally drink, die for my country and vote? I don’t know, I still feel like a high school kid that daydreams about my crush.

I don’t know how to pay bills correctly, I’ve never lived outside my parents’ house or outside of campus apartments, so how do I function. How can I think about guys when I don’t know how to provide for myself or really live for that matter?

So again I’m being emotional about something that will take care of itself sort of. Again if there is any jobs anyone wants to offer me or advise, give me a holler. THANKS!


About frustratedreader

I'm just an average 20 something female that loses myself in a good book. Life has gotten hectic trying to balance small town living, working towards teaching overseas, finding that special someone and figuring out how life is supposed to work post-college. Thank God for books and knitting!

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