So you know those random comments that just make a person think. Not necessarily a deep thinking but just thinking that just makes you wonder things. I’m in that process right now.
Today L, me and a board member were talking about our sale and etc. And our board member were talking about how we moved to the town and how that was big and L said how she’s technically moving two people because of her husband. And I looked at her and said “I can’t do that”. Which I can’t, I’m not married. I’m okay with that. I really am. And then we mentioned how many eligible guys are just running around the big B-town.but here is where I’m thinking.
Claire was 26 when she met and married Jamie Fraser in “Outlander”. She was originally married to Frank at like 19 somewhere in there. She was rarely afraid of the intimacy of marriage. She was more apt to be apprehensive of the intimacy, which is understandable for some of the situations she went through.
Now don’t get me wrong, Claire is one tough woman. I mean she was a WWII nurse. She saw some gruesome things. But still tough. But she likes her some intimacy. I admire that.
Then there’s Jamie. He was my age when he met and married Claire. A virgin and being in FRANCE with the ARMY from SCOTLAND, that’s pretty spectacular.
What I’m trying to say is that I’m not scared. I’m cautious. I mean I have to live up to Jamie and Claire. They’re fictional, they’re not real, they’re bigger than life. I shouldn’t have to worry about living up to them. So, I won’t. I’ll just live.